The scab-beggar steps to me
on the street and asks for some dry wounds. He can see that my arm is full of
crusty layers and he's already eyeing a big wound on my elbow, the one I wanted
to buy a pack of smoke with. It's such a long time since I’ve smoked—the
overhead charges take away all of my wounds and I can't torchure myself
forever.
I look the scab-beggar up
and down. What a miserable little fellow. Since scabs became the new currency
only weak-kneed, spineless people who haven't got the balls to bruise
themselves become poor.
"Grow your own!"
I growl at him, covering the wound on my elbow with my bruised hand.
"Please, mister, I'm
anemic, my blood...my blood doesn't clot correctly..." he snivels, then he
adds: "I've got a family to take care of!"
"Then why don't you
beat them like every other decent person does?" I yell at him, suddenly
remembering my father who beat the crap out of us every night when I was a kid so
he could take us to the zoo on the weekend. He was a great man, but finally he took
too much weight on his shoulders. He and my mother decided they should save
some scabs for a new house. So they had a big fight every night and beat each
other hard for the wound-coins. It wasn't easy for dad because he was also
torchered in his workplace all day long. So the house... They couldn't save
enough for the house because my father dropped dead after a few months. I think
that's when I decided that I'd never get married and have children.
"Their blood doesn't
clot either, ’cause they haven't eat for quite a long time!" the beggar
cries. "You're not gonna leave me alone, are you?"
I sigh and pinch the crusty
layer between my two fingers and I tear it up slowly. From behind the brown
wound-coin transparent liquid and some blood oozes out. I drop the slimy
clot-coin into the beggars palm, who slips it into his pocket thanking me.
I can almost see that he
will step into a bar to buy some booze with it. But later I see him in front of
a milk automat. He's pushing my wound into its coin slot and suddenly a really
good feeling overwhelms me. Though, there's really no reason for me to be
happy. After all, I didn't buy any smokes.
I go home. The sounds of infant
crying and beating can be heard coming from the neighbour. Maybe a mother is
kicking a newborn so she can buy more diapers for it. I'm cutting myself with a
kitchen knife when an image pops into my mind from my childhood. I was seven, kneeling
in the middle of the room, scratching up a dry wound from my knee that I'd got
falling off my bycicle. I was saving my wound-coins in a porcelain piggy bank
while a bald, chubby politician talked on the tv about how great an idea it was
to make scabs the new currency after the usual money became worthless in the
big economic crisis.
"The world will never
run out of wounds!" He winked from the screen.
This was long ago. I go to
bed. In my dream I see pigs with foaming mouths eating my wounds from a rusty
trough. I wake up later with the dark suspicion that the politican in the tv
was wrong, even the world can run out of wounds.
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